D'you know what I mean?

There are some days when you wake up and think: "I shouldn't get up today... it just doesn't feel right" but you do it anyway.

- You get into your car and it won't start... poor James is knowing what is coming to him, but I can't change it now, can I?

- You miss two trains for work and arrive an hour late, when you finally made it to the station, to FINALLY get a train.

- You go to work and you think "Okay, today is going to be ace!" because you have an appointment with a great friend of yours to go to the pub after work.

- You are at work and the first thing that happenes after you started working: your glasses brake!! You can't see shit without them, so you manage to mend them a little, so that you can at least work.

- You go to lunch with your colleague, saying "I won't eat a lot, because I'm going to the pub tonight!" and you eat just something so your stomach shuts the fuck up!

- You go back into your office after lunch to receive a phone call some hours later by your great friend saying, that she can't make it to the pub and that she's really really sorry.

- You feel stalked.

- Your colleague has an "early leave" day (again!) and you sit there feeling like shit, because you don't have a child or someone else at home who needs you, which is the reason why you don't give a shit about anything that SHOULD matter to you.

- You realise, that you should be more cruel! You should be more "Fuck off" and "Would you mind leaving me alone, please?". You can't be everybodys darling! You don't have to be!

You will never be!

But all you can think of aaaaaaaaaaall day long... acutally is: "Fucking hell, I should have stayed in bed today... this just doesn't feel right"