Doxepinhydrochlorid is my friend

at least most of the times. ;-)

I'm starting to forget taking those little fuckers at night, and when I do remember, I'm already half in deep sleep and then there's this question mark above my head quoting: "MEDICATION?" and I just go like: "wtf? again?". I'm starting to think about depositing them in the kitchen AND in my bedroom, so I don't have to knock any part of my body on anything lying/hanging/flying around in my flat. I bet I look like an emo when getting up at night strolling into the kitchen at night. Would make a lot of emo-mates proud ;-)

Anyway: any news? Hm... let me think a bit. Still depressed, still not delighted of the work I'm still doing, but a lot of plans for the next two years - at least concerning concerts and holidays:

Concerts:
1. In August: Robbie Williams - yes, I've been asked to replace someone's friend of someone I know (complicated, but who cares? I'm going to his concert! that will be the third)
2. In September then Bela B - thanks again, Irish!
3. In November Belas' mate Farin Urlaub - again: thanks to Irish!
4. In Dezember Belas' and Farin Urlaubs' band "Die Ärzte" on New Years Eve in cologne! Thanks to Spunk and Irish!

Oh and the concerts I've already been to: Hard-Fi and Die Fantastischen Vier (what a way! They both rocked the Batschkapp and Michi Beck of Fantas is soooooooo handsome!)

planned vacations:
1. This year: Italy - again, as my cousin is going to get married. Maybe I will find someone at his wedding to fool around with? ;-)
2. Next year: Sweden! - Hello tall swedish blonde gorgeous good-looking guys. And my father's cousin lives there with her boyfriend! Means? Right, I'll have a place to stay! Of course, my norway-speaking friend Irish is going to come with me ;-)
3. The year 2008: Cuba. - Going to have a little vacation with my aunt from Cuba at her brothers' place. I saw pictures of the beach there... looked like hawaii!!! oO

Btw: I realised that today I'm in a flirty mood. Anyone knows where I can give my flirting skills a go?